mariic's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- drunk boys...and suddenly I am pretty. (The key to keeping a diary, is you have to actually write in the thing.) I went out last night with Heather. We went and saw a movie. It was great, we both seemed to find the same things funny at the same time. Very cool. We went out for a drink after and my bartender (well, he’s not really mine, but we do have some history) was making plays at Heather. It was really humorous because she was having none of it. I had an admirer myself. The cutest guy, drunk as a skunk. I am sure he will never call me. Probably does not even remember last night. Kept being mad at me, said it was not okay for me to be as pretty and smart as I was. Not really sure how he wanted me to fix that. Funny, that. So I really enjoyed hanging out with Heather. She is one of those people who do not care what everyone else thinks of her (something I have issues with). It is great, she’ll talk to everyone. Just do not tell her secrets when she is drinking cuz she will tell! She is so different from LeAnn. LeAnn is all about LeAnn, not that she has not been a good friend all these years. It just gets difficult to hear about her perfect life all the time. So it is very nice to hang out with someone who has more to talk about. It also hurts that I have had all these life-altering things happen lately, and LeAnn has not seemed to notice. I have lost 45 pounds and she has not said anything about it. My mom thinks she is worried that I am going to be competition. LeAnn has always been the one to get more male attention. I do not think that is going to change even if I am thin. She was upset the other day because a girl we met supposedly thought I was attractive. LeAnn said, "She didn’t like me?” Like it is such a shock that someone might like me more. I do not think she realizes how vain and self-centered that makes her sound. I should not drink cider, I LOVE it, but it has made me feel like shit today. 6:30 p.m. - 2003-07-06 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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