mariic's Diaryland Diary

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Ouch, stop that, it hurts...

I am so absolutely stunned and hurt, I do not know what to do. Tim called me today and said he no longer wanted to date me. So much for falling for me, huh? It seems no matter what I do, I always end up on the short side of the stick, crying my eyes out. He said it’s him, not me, and that he has been happier lately when he was alone. He wants to be friends (we WERE friends!). He mailed my house keys to me today. How cold it all seems. It didn’t even seem to faze him, he called me from his work, and he thought I was at work. I am so confused, everything he did led me to believe that he wanted a future with me. He said he was unhappy with himself, so now we both have to be unhappy? Why am I so unlovable to guys? Am I that bad of a girlfriend? Why does it have to HURT so much?

5:13 p.m. - 2003-11-13

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